Eric, you ain't alone; me too I think like you.

...I love music with a deep passion, and I am extremely poor; I bet I am the poorest member of all the audio sites that I am a member of. ...So here you go, you have it just like it is.
Oh, there was a time when I had a pretty fair sum of money; approaching the seven figures (just for the cash), but now I am totally at rock bottom, even lower than that, in a very very deep hole.
And it was my own choice at one point to change my life from few fat bank accounts to eclipsing myself behind the darkness and wanting peace which is free. ...I worked real hard all my life, and later on I took the gamble, I won some, and I finally lost it all (stock market), and a whole lot more, not just financial.
But the music saved me, saved my life; some people told me that they would have killed themselves, and I wanted that too, for quite a long time, but during all that "down" time I was always listening to music, and that's what kept me afloat.
My heart and my soul is in the music, and during my better years, audio gear was always the magic tool in reproducing it; as early back as 1966 (Mom's turntable). Then just few years later I bought my own. ...And then it kept growing and growing and growing and I was following my own rhythm, my own balancing act of life towards my ultimate passion; emotional satisfaction through my senses; hearing. ...And also eyeing, and touching too (women, and gardening on a grand scale, and playing my musical instruments, and painting, ...), and tasting (the fine food), and smelling (the nice flowers aroma and the sensuous scent of various women I met).
But listening with my ears to sweet melodies inspires all my other four senses, and satisfies the most my sixth one; my soul.
The music, I got that (in software and in creativity, my own making). The gear to reproduce it, I still got some. ...Inexpensive by AS standards, but pleasant nonetheless. ...My personal experience in certain domains (audio journey included) is a great attribute, I think. ...And my overall knowledge is fairly valid as well I'd say.
Bias? I've seen both sides, and have the greatest respect for them both.