There will always be those who must be the antagonists in life. Their life is simply to hate, destroy, hurt, discredit, ruin, sue, etc, etc. Their entire purpose in life is to wake up each day and find a way to make someone else's life a nightmare one way or the other. It reminds me of my time in the U.S. ARMY where the Drill Sergeants yelled at you constantly, always found something wrong with your boots, your uniform, your bunk, the way you marched, the way you walked, or the way you did a push-up. That said, that is their job and what they got paid to do (break you down so they can build you back up one step at a time). Yea, some might say i am "thin-skinned", but in reality it is really that i was bred to not take unnecessary B.S. when it is not warranted.
I put my face out there, share my journey and buy everything with my own money. I don't have sponsors, or patrons or a single contribution from anyone (i dont expect anything). Yet, the folks that are abrasive as hell are the ones that won't dare to show their face on camera or let alone talk about their systems for the whole world to see.
I am no journalist or broadcaster. If you expect me to report my findings in the same fashion as the 6 o'clock news, it won't happen. I got a job, a kid, a family and i will say it again: i dont get paid A DAMN THING TO DO THIS. I am doing this because i feel like sharing my journey with those that want to hear about it. If my entire life depended on Youtube and my journey and if i needed it in order to pay my bills then you bet i would be taking notes and trying harder to edit, shoot, be more structured.
If tomorrow i decided to end my journey, i can still carry on with it behind closed doors and continue to do my 9-5 to provide for my family.
Priorities are in order in my head and becoming a newscaster ain't one of them.
If you hate what i do, then simply unsubscribe, tune out, change the channel, block me, delete me, click the x at the top right and move on to another thread. It won't hurt my feelings - TRUST ME. Just let me do my thing and we won't ever have to cross paths or have issues.
Jay